Sometimes it's hard to remember I'm breathing, that I'm still physically around

And I need some validation to keep my head and feet out of the clouds

It's like I only just existed for the first time in a while

Memory? Never met her

Am I in the sky or six feet underground?

Hello to myself in the vision I see in unpaved roads

Can I switch from sad to happy?

Man, I'm still uprooted from all these moods and modes

Modes and moods?

I've had it with my attitude

Can I just accept for a second that some things happen

Maybe I'm just being rude, but I can't see a way to break the walls of this damn prison down

They think that I don't know, but man, I know

And I'm done playing the clown

'Cause you don't know what it's like to be the center of a joke

When no one's talking, no one's laughing

But I'm pretty sure I'm embarrassing

To them and you

All the people that think I just play the fool but it's cool

'Cause I'm ten times more existent than you

I want to break and run away

Escape beyond my confines

I'm held in place by fate alone

Lost within this world

I need to remind myself that I'm not just a pain in the neck

For all my friends and all my family, I just need some self respect

Or I need a society that cares

About the people who don't know if their mind fractures can ever be repaired

When I was twelve, I remember feeling wrong

Like my mind and my body were different planes of being

Something's off

It's like I'm from another time or I'm from another world

How do you tell your mum that her little boy's her little girl?

I want to break and run away

Escape beyond my confines

I'm held in place by fate alone

Lost within this world

Gotta clamp down hard, stop the blood flow

Everybody looking out for me in slow-mo

Get my words in first, scared of FOMO

What you gotta hunt down the meaning in the song for?

Roll tight, take it down like a uniform

Lurking at the bottom of the sea, find my true form

Nothing stops the thots from rising to the top of the pops, and the core, and the drop when it breaks down