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T.I.O.L.I.
Hip-Hop/Rap
T.I.O.L.I. was released on April 5, 2024 by Real Personal Growth as a part of the album RPG, Vol. 1
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Release DateApril 5, 2024
LabelReal Personal Growth
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM90

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Eric Junior Jean-Francois
Eric Junior Jean-Francois
Songwriter

Lyrics

Lately it's been harder to breathe in
So blind wish I could see
Clearly nothing has any meaning
It's no difference between you and me
Heard there's a light at the end of it all
Don't know if I'm gonna make it that far
Take it or leave it
Reminiscing on times when I ain't have to be the man
Before the Twitters and Vines see I was watching Peter Pan
Flying high in the sky had me hooked it brought joy
Thought I'd never land now I'm just another lost boy
In a sea of decisions I never seem to make the right one
Wondering what might come lately I've been high strung
From myself I tried to run
It's ironic the darkest shadow always comes from a bright sun
That's what my momma used to call me and she still does
Wonder if I'll ever be capable of real love
I had a shot and I blew it
Planted a seed in a women I barely cared for
I wasn't prepared nor
Was she either
But after I suggested aborting we stopped speaking
No job no money but she still wanted to keep it
I told her it was stupid she told me take it or leave it
Damn
Lately it's been harder to breathe in
So blind wish I could see
Clearly nothing has any meaning
It's no difference between you and me
Heard there's a light at the end of it all
Don't know if I'm gonna make it that far
Take it or leave it
The irony of it all is my father was a deadbeat
Wonder what he would say if he knew I did the same thing
Similar situation with him and my mom
He wasn't ready but she was so she did it alone
Been taking care of kids since she was 14
came to America just so she could bring forth things
That she never had
Twenty dollars two kids some clothes
She packed it to go
Sacrificed everything and I still managed to fold
Hey Eric it's Mom
I wanted to call and say happy Father's Day sweetheart
I just wanted to talk to you to make sure you're not too sad today
I know you haven't seen Leon
And uh I know it's not easy for you and uh
You know it's good for us to stay in touch and talk
So give me a call before you go to sleep tonight okay
It's Mom I love you so much sweetheart
I'm not a man
I'm just a monster
Who recently learned how much love can cost you
I'm not a profit
I'm an imposter
With a tongue made of silver but words made of copper
I'm not a man
I'm just a shell
Of my former self
Barely even breathing
You're not a fan
I'm well aware
But I am who I am
So take it or leave it
Lately it's been harder to breathe in
So blind wish I could see
Clearly nothing has any meaning
It's no difference between you and me
Heard there's a light at the end of it all
Don't know if I'm gonna make it that far
Take it or leave it
We are here for you
Goodnight bye bye
Written by: Eric Junior Jean-Francois
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