The Eulogy

Yes The funeral, baby I have made the decision not to answer your calls 'Cause I put everything out there, and I got nothing at all It seems the higher we get, is just the harder I fall I took some pen and some paper, wrote "out of shape" on my walls So, every time I wake up, I have to go face my flaws And every statement of doubt, it only gave me a cause Until you cannot escape me, everything is on pause And all my life had to prove simply that I belong Listen, I wish you tell me that I'm good enough Should've listened to my dad, he never saw the good in us If it's always unrequited, tell me what's the good in love? Working with my head down 'til it forces you to look above Jealously the meaning of Every time my brothers win Puts my ego for a spin Homecoming in 22 Never doing that again Kumba playing with my top Jasmine acting like a bop Ellie skipping all my shows Dissed her in the latest drop Vilified to all your friends Worship on the other end Glorified you in my songs You only ever saw my wrongs Too petty to apologize You gon' recognize my worth I'm the black Zuckerberg Exactly who I Idolize Ask me what I did to *shhh*, we gone keep it classified We have to expand, I will work until I'm satisfied Everything a competition 'til im god in your eyes Said she miss the old me, I told Shawty likewise I be ridin' alone, but soon as I get home You gon' ride 'til infinity I be slidin' alone, but soon as I get it home (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I be ridin' alone but soon as I get home You gon' ride 'til infinity I be slidin' alone, but soon as I get home (The funeral) You gon' ride 'til infinit- (Hol' up) (Bitch yeah) Yeah, I ain't going out (he not going out) I ain't going out I ain't going out I ain't going out Bitch, I ain't going out I ain't going out I ain't going out I ain't going out Bitch, I ain't going out Niggas said the streets is sad? Well, I ain't going out Broadcast all my movements, everybody know what I'm about Shutting doors on me, I just evade and take a different route We have to expand, what do I look like tryna sit and pout? Humble any bitch and any nigga who said they in doubt Playing with my bread but get mad quiet when I check account Trifling hoes ejected from the venue, they are not allowed J.P. Morgan, she chase after me, I do not follow crowds Niggas said the streets is sad? Well, I ain't going out Wasted half of a decade on some birdies who was hoeing out Realizing my worth, it's about time I get to showing out Dumb *bleep* thought I need her but I'm up now that I go without You don't gotta like me, but you gon' respect me Played it nice, now I'm coming for necky We have to expand 'til they cannot reject me No more cryptic, I'm moving directly Said they for-lifers, my day ones done left me Love me, hate me, you will not forget me Holly got trauma, my baggage is hefty Humble treeshes, then Rod come and get me My anger is deadly All my life had to play by the rules All my life I was taking abuse And now Jesus is touching my muse Got the courage to finally refuse I'm a man, this is just what I do Your hands on my head, but I need you to move This the last time you color me blue I never need bait how I'm bagging a fish She want more attention, this verse all you get Got too much pride to be pressed 'bout a bitch I pass her to Holly I know it's a swish She wanna have Jay, but I cannot commit My childhood dead, so I empty the clip Snow bunnies never, I'm raising my fist So tell these white girls I ain't swinging my dick Yeah, I ain't going out I ain't going out Bitch, I ain't going out I ain't going out I ain't going out I ain't going out Bitch, I ain't going out