Decipher

Dark rainy day I only think about you Don't you know what to say If I tell you the truth? Will I always remember that day When I irretrievably lost you? Decipher the feeling about you I don't know did I even loved you Decipher all the problems you made I can't stop solving them Nights are spent for counting hours All I do is trying to decipher Then when the happiness comes out It may mean that you're not around It was lost in time and thoughtless love I remember how I felt when I was alone I won't forget that, my eyes are still closed The feeling of happiness with you, but it's not Loving it when it's raining outside the window October always takes away joy from me Visiting the memories of summer Even if it hurts me Deeply breathing when I walk Youth passes gray here Only holidays make me happy Ulterior motive, what will happen next here? Decipher the feeling about you I don't know did I even loved you Decipher all the problems you made I can't stop solving them Nights are spent for counting hours All I do is trying to decipher