My Brother

The Judas ain't never who you thought Both sides at a losing war You was hungry I ain't give you no Food for thought I couldn't eat and watch you starve If I ever said that That's what I was taught That's how I was brought up And if we fought then we fought The next day we dap it up cuz it ain't that deep Tough love cuz this shit ain't sweet I treat you like family if I say that Like literally But you can't expect nobody be nobody but themselves Check the mental health Big machete on the shelf Suicidal or homicidal I couldn't tell But I felt like I put that on Jesus of Nazareth Never seen me asking for chips Just needed an ear to listen When the walls feel like it's closing in Chosen men Yo It's like you Close to kin When my brother died it's like you took his place Left me stranded in the A Could've broke ya face Instead I walked away Better peace tired of beefing if I ever called Acting like an ally but really a spy How silly of I Questioning is he really that guy How he make it thru these circumstances These obstacles will try to hurt the chances I still love you Don't tell me you love me then turn round and snake me I grew around family that low key hated me The trauma is present And where my heart is vacant I ain't chasin shit I used to wanna be you Women and cars Try to talk for some it's really that hard I know the pain prevalent like we really that scarred Tried to mend those wars It's like against all odds I wanna see you shine I wanna see you get rich Never trippin over chicks never petty w chips Trust you w my life you trust me w yo kids my nigga Disrespected the people that was trynna help you The boys turn into beast if he ain't treated special Now the heat a melt you Hit ya spleen and temple I thought that Get on your knees and pray Get on your feet and hustle I seen you lost ya way But never listened to a soul That arrogance is killing you I see the demon in your eyes yea it's still in you Hook There will be times we may fall out but it's still love From a distance sometimes so we don't kill each other Some brothers take the Darkside Ain't no question there's a hard life