I know love fake, that's just how I feel

I don't need no homeboys, I'm guarded by this steel

I pray to God that I make it, I'ma put on for my hood

They say the truth hurts, well I guess lying feel good

And yeah my heart cold, I wish it could melt

And this pain run deep, but keep it to myself

And I'm still doing better than you thought I would

Couldn't walk a mile in my shoes, cause they wouldn't fit your foot

I cannot deal with these **** cause these **** really be cap

And these rap **** really don't do what they say that they do in they raps

I'm at the money for real, I ain't got no time for the chit chat

And I ain't got time for a chick, so if it ain't bout a check **** get back

My own family talk behind my back, that shit so fucked up

I got homeboys and shit that show me more love

I got shit to take care of, so I gotta stay focused

And a lot of **** changed up, that shit so bogus

I got a lot of shit on my mind, a smile I can't even fake it

Can't fuck with a lot of ****, you would think that I'm racist

Where I'm tryna be it, I know that shit there gone take patience

But I know that I'ma make it, it's my time

I know love fake, that's just how I feel

I don't need no homeboys, I'm guarded by this steel

I pray to God that I make it, I'ma put on for my hood

They say the truth hurts, well I guess lying feel good

And yeah my heart cold, I wish it could melt

And this pain run deep, but keep it to myself

And I'm still doing better than you thought I would

Couldn't walk a mile in my shoes, cause they wouldn't fit your foot

Got a angel standing to my left & i got a demon sitting on my right shoulder

Yea I know my heart cold, but i been told em I'm bipolar

Did everything on my own

Keep going til i'm gone

Why every time they call my phone

It seem like they need a loan

And imma die by myself

Hate asking **** for help

Why would i explain myself, when knowing bitches don't care

Just gotta know that I'm guarded

Uncle Dennis died cried the hardest

I swear that shit left me scarred it just make me think bout my father

I know love fake, that's just how I feel

I don't need no homeboys, I'm guarded by this steel

I pray to God that I make it, I'ma put on for my hood

They say the truth hurts, well I guess lying feel good

And yeah my heart cold, I wish it could melt

And this pain run deep, but keep it to myself

And I'm still doing better than you thought I would

Couldn't walk a mile in my shoes, cause they wouldn't fit your foot