It’s so hard to (Uh), open up dawg, and be that way, especially in this society (Uh, uh)

We was taught to hide them feelings, we was taught to (Uh, uh)

Y'know what I’m saying

Hide how we feel inside, to the point where your mind'll tricked you in thinking you don’t got no feelings or you heartless- or-

And I'm not saying heartless homie, that’s just how society works (Uh, yeah, yeah)

But entertainments, made to assume before you cry (Oh, nah, nah)

It’s because you been hiding that shit all year long (It's Bestia)

Laughing at myself, high again

Finna fall back in the sand again, there’s no one to save me

I stay strapped with the SMG

Scat dug to the wall, and it cutting me deep

These **** be saints, and they dig on people

We spot 'em, we got 'em, so we 'boutta go seek him

Yeah I ran it up, my **** don’t get no apologies

I made it, you 'posed to be proud of me

Still step in that function with Prada jeans

Only 16, I feel like a prodigy

Ballin' hard like I play for the Varsity

Big steppa' 'cause nobody stoppin' me

Trying to get the way out of poverty

Stacking money that’s just how I 'gotta be

Add my checks, I make more than the lottery

Blocking my number, no way that you talk to me

'Tryna stay but it's taking a lot of me

You weren’t here from the start, tell that **** get back

Keep a 9 on my jeans, watching over my back

Where was you when I was low on these racks?

Or would you, wish that you didn't have Jack?

Oh well, only care about you, and yourself

All alone just stuck in my shell

In a war I’m against myself (Ah)

They be trying but they can’t entitle me (Yeah)

Keep a drac' and it stay to the side of me (Yeah)

Side of me, 'cause all these **** be trying me

Minding my racks, all y'all **** be minding me (Uh, uh, uh)

I'm chillin', y'all **** be up tryna' find a be (Find)

Move through hard situations (Uh)

Got guns don’t do no debating (No, wow, wow, wow)

Carry **** on my back put the weights on (Weights on)

Imma push this bitch turn the wraith on (Wraith on)

On the way to the top took a long while, while, while

She in love with my money, she don’t want me? Oh wow

Came far from the East side, only going up from now

Feel like NLE, yeah, if your bro talk, we walk him down (Oh)

Yeah, we dig in the ground, too far can’t give up now

They keep on knocking me down

'Gotta keep swimming, can't let myself drown

Laughing at myself, high again (Again)

Finna fall back in the sand again, there’s no one to save me (Uh, uh)

I stay strapped with the SMG

Scat dug to the wall, and it cutting me deep (Uh, uh)

These **** be saints, and they dig on people

We spot 'em, we got 'em, so we 'boutta go seek him

Yeah I ran it up, my **** don’t get no apologies (No)

I made it, you 'posed to be proud of me

Still step in that function with Prada jeans (Yeah)

Only 16, I feel like a prodigy

Ballin' hard like I play for the Varsity (Yeah)

Big steppa' 'cause nobody stoppin' me

Trying to get the way out of poverty (Woah, woah)