It's Alive

Started ballin', half court shot, and I never stopped

Sunk threes on these hoes, I had to get a mop

Power trip had me rollin’ I felt my skin pop

Girls blessing me stupid straight from the gift shop

I started on the shoulder to keep the motor running

So vague with my symbols I saw no repercussion

I broke down all I built off of some sneaky loving

And that shit burned in my conscience that no one could be trusted

Can’t find my reason

Can’t fade this feeling

There’s no where left to fall

Cause I made the monster and set it free

It’s got a hold on on me

When I’m high can i see that I'm low

When I bite can i feel what I owe

When I’m down in the hole where I dug my bones

Help me stay where I belong

No antidote to stop this pain

Skin dry inside the holy rain

And I know from the mania what I did was wrong

Help me stay where I belong

I went Joe Pesci on my old ways

Tryna' fix my whole face

Clutching on the evil eye

But the guilt it hit me sly like it was Money May

Paranoid like every day

Now I’m outta places to hide

Can’t find my reason

Can’t fade this feeling

There’s no where left to fall, and it's my fault

Cause I made the monster and set it free

It’s got a hold on on me

When I’m high can i see that I’m low

When I bite can i feel what I owe

When I’m down in the hole where I dug my bones

Help me stay where i belong

No antidote to stop this pain

Skin dry inside the holy rain

And I know from the mania what I did was wrong

Help me stay where I belong