Anhedonia

Maybe I'm happy

Blue skies and astro turf

Maybe it's not so bad

Gotta feel better

God knows what I deserve

Maybe I'm not so sad

The sun is out overhead

The bus isn't too crowded

Connecting bus will be here soon

I'll get to work a little early

Pat my pockets for my wallet

Blessedly I've found it

Coffee and a breakfast sandwich

Routine surely worthy

Maybe I'm happy

Blue skies and astro turf

Maybe it's not so bad

Gotta feel better

God knows what I deserve

Maybe I'm not so sad

Maybe I'm happy,

Green grass and hybrid cars

Maybe it's not so bad

Gotta feel better

God knows what I deserve

Maybe I'm not so sad

Another day, another dime

I'm scrolling on my phone

I like to be well-informed

When not dissociating

The line is short, look at the time

Five hours 'til I'm home

My lunch will be over soon

And then I'll pause existing

The end of the grind, at least in my mind

Just get through today, it is pivotal

It's hard to define how exactly I feel

When every day is so cyclical

My body and mind, forever entwined

But my gut only wants to be cynical

Given the evidence, live in irrelevance

Feel like a revenant, how is that livable

Sometimes I think I should slow down

Enjoy the view from halfway down

This bus ride, quiet, kinda nice

Might find an hour to unwind

Maybe I'm happy

Blue skies and astro turf

Maybe it's not so bad

Gotta feel better

God knows what I deserve

Maybe I'm not so sad

Maybe I'm happy

A high-calorie dessert

Maybe it's not so bad

Gotta feel better

God knows I need it now

Maybe I'm not so sad

Maybe I'm happy,

Green grass and hybrid cars

Maybe it's not so bad

Gotta feel better

God knows what I deserve

Maybe I'm not so sad