MESS

I always smile, but it doesn't reach my eyes And I'm forgetful, but I promise that I try It's a curse and a blessing The way that I'm never resting My mind's always moving much faster than my mouth I know what to say, but it never comes out right You know what I mean, right? (You know what I mean right now) This party is too loud The noise makes me stressed out I know, oh, I know I'm a mess But it doesn't make me less than you I'm naive But still, I wish the best for you And I may make mistakes that I shouldn't at my age I know I'm not incompetent But, damn, you make me feel that way You make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel, ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Sometimes my own room is the safest that I feel And nothing around me feels like it's real I sit alone in a panic There's always something I'm forgetting I always remember the strangest things I've said When I'm alone at night in my bed And my head is a choir and my only desire's for silence (ssh) And my thoughts are racing The fear I keep chasing I know, oh, I know I'm a mess But it doesn't make me less than you I'm naive But still, I wish the best for you And I may make mistakes that I shouldn't at my age I know I'm not incompetent But, damn, you make me feel that way