Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Anthony Santiago
Composer
James Domke
Composer
Aidan Fitzgerald
Composer
Dominick Cosola
Composer
Lyrics
These thoughts that cripple me
These thoughts they're killing me
Constantly
Here I lay a mess again
Smothered by the things I could never be
All I wanna be is something more you see
Than sleeping on your floor and watching your TV
I turn the lock and throw away the key
Still afraid to face this reality
When I lay my head to rest
It ends but starts again
Insistent, I should've let you know
Persistent, I couldn't let it go
Down the rabbit hole
And to the places I regret
This feeling, I can't let it show
Un-healing, though I try to grow
I tried to find something more to be
Growing tired of my identity
And this consistency
The day to day monotony
I'm back and forth with what's inside of me
Undecided where I wanna be
Wanna find a place I can finally breath
Back and forth with society
Unaffected by the third degree
Just wanna find a place I can finally breathe
Just breathe
Just breathe
Just breathe
When I lay my head to rest
It ends but starts again
Insistent, I should've let you know
Persistent, I couldn't let it go
Down the rabbit hole
And to the places I regret
This feeling, I can't let it show
Un-healing, though I try to grow
I tried to find something more to be
Growing tired of my identity
And this consistency
The day to day monotony
I'm back and forth with what's inside of me
Undecided where I wanna be
Wanna find a place I can finally breathe
Back and forth with society
Unaffected by the third degree
Just wanna find a place I can finally
Breathe
Just breathe
Written by: Aidan Fitzgerald, Anthony Santiago, Dominick Cosola, James Domke