Happy Music (feat. Gravy Dae)

I'm still right here I'm still right here I know one day My music will be happy Again I'm still right here I'm still I dusted off my bicycle This summer Forgot what life was like Outside my bubble Today I woke And didn't hide Under the covers Shit I might even Kinda like who I'm becoming Weird I finally wised up Been in every dive in town And didn't find much I got smart And finally made my mind up But playing tricks Is a game that My mind loves White knuckle dry drunk SSRIs to keep me blind and Mind numbed I was sober For 9 months And couldn't cry once But I thought I knew a lot So I used a lot to tune out These intrusive thoughts I rode bikes Overdosed twice I met death And chose life I know one day My music will be happy Again I'm still right here I'm still right here I know one day My music will be happy Again I'm still right here I'm still Yo Sammy What happened to you I swear your rapping Used to slap And you made happy music I never felt quite Like myself around people Never bought clear But I never Turned it down either It got very dark I'm not sure I even cared And that's the scary part Now I barely recogize That guy in 80 bars Very hard for me to hear I cringe at nearly every bar La la la la la la la Maggie's mom couldn't Even listen to "Heavy Hearts" We tend to forget how human Our parents are Looking for validation At any cost Are we searching For something that We already got (got) Hey, Lachow The people I was hanging round They never stayed around As soon as That cocaine was out But I don't blame them How could I I know one day My music will be happy Again I'm still right here I'm still right here I know one day My music will be happy Again I'm still right here I'm still Na na na na na na Na na na na na na Na na na na na na I'm still right here Na na na na na na Na na na na na na Na na na na na na I'm still right here