Familiar Beings

I'm not the only spider in the attic I swallow all that moves Taking shapes like cyclones above water Calculating what I refute Lately I'm craving The daughter of hades I'm so fucking blind Eating the fruit from a devilish mind Tell me, what's the story this time? I never wanted to make you cry Grieving on the inside Help me, can you save me tonight? I never wanted to stay alive Syncing up for the last time Waking up to my face Shoved in the dirt I'm feeling manic I panic, and separate from my core Mystery fears misery Bracing your fall Flaunting your faults Knowing the end is near Just tell them all your fears