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Dadebt
Pop
Dadebt was released on May 17, 2024 by Hematoma Support Group as a part of the album Pattern Breaker
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Release DateMay 17, 2024
LabelHematoma Support Group
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM76

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Alex Chapman
Alex Chapman
Drums
Andrew Davis
Andrew Davis
Electric Bass Guitar
Evan Haines
Evan Haines
Guitar
David Stem
David Stem
Guitar
Spencer Swain
Spencer Swain
Viola
Andrew Brown
Andrew Brown
Harmony Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Gavin Castleton
Gavin Castleton
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Gavin Castleton
Gavin Castleton
Producer
Jim Eno
Jim Eno
Mixing Engineer
Brian Lucey
Brian Lucey
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

I don't wanna disappointment you
I can't think of a fate with a darker twist
And I don't know what my dad felt
When he held my little self in his arms like this
But I gotta believe, in that moment
Somehow his heart was just as open
Must've been opened
I don't know when it closed
But I know what it costs
And I paid that shit
I'm doing everything I can
Just to save you from paying for my retardations
The best thing I can do for you
Is clean the slate
Make a space for Wild blood,
An open sky
And rounded edges
I don't wanna miss a moment
I wanna document every word and every feature
I'm trying to witness all this growing
I'm kinda jealous of your daycare teachers
But, well it's delicate dance (don't I know it)
Don't wanna hold you back; just hold your hand
I love to hold your hand
And if I hold you just right
Maybe you could feel held your whole life
I'm doing everything I can
Just to save you from paying for my retardations
I've been so slow to smell my patterns
And taste the cost of all my faults and all my anger
My biggest hope for you, my son
Is just shelter from the traumas of my generation
The best thing I can do for you
Is clean the slate
Make a space for Wild blood,
An open sky
And rounded edges
I won't be perfect
Not quite the man that I wanted to be
But I'll show you courage
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
I will always be curious about you
(I don't wanna disappoint you)
And I'll always be singing your praise
(I don't wanna disappoint you)
If you ever get sick of your father
(I don't wanna disappoint you)
I will be at your door just the same
(I can't think of a fate with a darker twist)
Written by: Gavin Castleton
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