I made a mistake

I made a mistake

I made me a friend

I made an escape

I’m flighty as fuck

I floated away

I’m bad at committing to people

planning to stay

I’m learning to love

I’m shedding the fake

I’m losing my mind

Or maybe I’m being dramatic

I never could tell the difference between the two

Mama taught me my feelings are manipulation tools

So I learned to withdraw

I’ve been living withdrew

Performing sincere

And Mimicking true

Is it my fault that all I know is all I’ve ever known?

I’ve heard you can’t speed up the pace at which you have to grow

I hate it but it’s true you only go the way you know

Until you don’t..

Until you say

I made a mistake

I made a mistake

I’m trying to change

For heavenly sake

(I got knocked down one too many times, I’ll get up and find my way, I want to say that…)

I made a mistake

I made a mistake

It’s gotta strange to hear but

I’m trying to say

(I got knocked down one too many times, I’ll get up and find my way, I want to say that…)

I love everybody I know

It’s my gift and my curse

If I had dime for everytime that I emptied my purse

I wouldn’t have emptied it

God’s the pettiest

The best I ever I felt Is when I was the emptieeeeest

From pouring all of me into a empty biiiiiiitch

That’s Accurate

Ain’t that some shit

I got saved by this rapping shit

Now they saying I’m back and shit

I’ll get to back to my crackin shit

When all is said

Done too

Feelin sick

Stomach flu

Learn to spit

What it do

Feelings fixed

Plumbing too

When all is said

Done too

Feelin sick

Stomach flu

Learn to spit

What it do

Feelings fixed

Plumbing too

What’s this I’m hearing that you ain’t about shit?

persona phony like it sit in isle six

and now shit

I had it figured out but still endowed you wow, how

you living foul and still I let you in my townhouse

Now I’m down and out cold

to fight the fire I get higher than an alto

I’d rather have accounts low than people I can’t count on

I’d rather fucking drown slow than ever let this frown grow

At least usually

and to the ones that’s using me I chose peace over losing sleep

Yeah that’s new for me

I’ll never screw my people over

I’ll deal with the scrutiny

and go to fucking therapy

I’m owning who I used to be I say this with sincerity

I made a mistake

I made a mistake

I hated your ways

I hate what you made me

Embracing the change

Embracing the pain too

I thought we was gang

A shame that it ain’t true

I made a mistake

I made a mistake

I’m trying to change

For heavenly sake

(I got knocked down one too many times, I’ll get up and find my way, I want to say that…)

I made a mistake

I made a mistake

It’s gotta strange to hear but

I’m trying to say

(I got knocked down one too many times, I’ll get up and find my way, I want to say that…)