now what?

I moved across the country cuz I thought

It'd make me happy

It worked for like a week then I was thinking

About the next thing

Upping my medication

I'll back it off when I make it

Cuz then there'll be nothing wrong

Little highs come and go, I'm

Satisfied for a moment

Then it's gone, gone, gone

Gone

So now what?

I know I should be proud of

A couple things that I've done

I don't know why I feel like

now what?

When I get what I wanted

There's something else that I want

I don't know why feel like

now what?

Cuz then now what?

Everyone with money says

It doesn't fix your problems

But I don't think their lives would change

With just a thousand dollars

Upping my medication

Cuz I'm alright when I take it

And I don't care about what's wrong

Little highs come and go, I'm

Satisfied for a moment

Then it's gone, gone, gone

Gone

So now what?

I know I should be proud of

A couple things that I've done

I don't know why I feel like

now what?

When I get what I wanted

There's something else that I want

I don't know why I feel like

now what?

Cuz then now what?

Is there a way to get something

That won't make me wonder

now what?

Is there a place I can go

Disappear and not know

What I want?

Cuz I could picture starting over

Kind of doesn't matter where

Go where everyone's a stranger

And I'm breathing cleaner air

What if I got there and all that I found was another

now what?