Alchemy

I came

I saw

I wanted it all

The good

The bad

The rise and the fall of my soul

I needed this alchemy

To turn all my lead into gold

I tried

And tried

Gave it all that I had

Just to find

I had the stone in my hand

Always known

Needed something to believe in

Cuz I don't wanna lie to myself anymore

Never what it seems on the surface

All I want to know is that it's worth it

Maybe all of this is fantasy

Or a dream

A call

A call

So deep in my heart

Can never stop

Once I've ignited the spark

Is this my role?

To hold space for the yearning

This wind chills me deep to the bone

Pleasure

Pain

This essence unnamed

Joy

Shame

Everything in between

I've been shown

We all need some saving

But I don't want to lie to myself anymore

Never what it seems on the surface

All I want to know is that it's worth it

Maybe all of this is fantasy

Or a dream

I came

I saw

And I wanted it all

The good

The bad

The rise and the fall of my soul

I needed this alchemy

To turn all my lead into gold

I tried

And tried

Gave it all that I had

Just to find

I had the stone in my hands

I've been shown

We all needed saving

Never gonna lie to myself anymore