Top Songs By Deniz Taşar
Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Deniz Taşar
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Deniz Taşar
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Charalambos Kourtaras
Producer
Lyrics
Trying to locate
Where I wrote my lyrics
Looking through the notebooks
I'm getting anxious
Where is it?
I see my history
Through to-do's and scribbles
Came across a sketch
I did of your view
I noted 13:59, that's the time
Now those numbers stab me
I break down
I melt down
I fall into pieces
Where are my lyrics?
Why am I distracted?
This palpitation for two days
Is this why it is?
A few lines by my pen
And my whole world crashes
I think I'm good
But then my soul flashes
With flashbacks of struggles
To make everything great
For everyone
I just work and work
And they just take and take
Now I'm writing these down
Hysterically crying
And you're probably at work
And have no clue what you caused
You're surviving
Autopilot
See, I can't do that
Too real, too in touch
Don't wanna sit and watch life
Then I go through the pages
And I see years and years
And years and years
Of goals and hopes and plans
Sketches of projects
That never take their stand
And lots of work
That has seen their sunlight
And got applauded
But then everybody just forgot about it
Is it worth it?
Is it worth it, is it worth it, is it worth it?
Is it worth it, is it worth it, is it worth it?
Tell me, is it worth it?
I want to run the shadow
I want to reach the sun
Past the clouds
I know it's there
Can't see but feel
The warmth and the shine
I know I will need time
I will reach above the clouds
In a relationship with me
All my to-do's
Have an exclusive time
For this one on one
A conversation with me, myself
And the other anti-social, judgy part
They just call X
We talk it over and hash it out
So we don't fall apart
But fall into place
I'm taking all the steps
To reach above the clouds
And feel it's warmth
On my face
Flying high above the grey
The dust and the fog
Meeting the ray of the sun
Writing my thoughts down
Getting my work done
Where are my lyrics?
They hiding
No need to worry
Need to worry
Like a sculptor carving marble
I will find it within me
To mold it, to hold it
I tell ya
Real talk
Day walk
Flashback
That's it
Crash
I'm sensitive, yes, I care
Stand tall
No wall
Transparent
Strong and fragile
As a glass
Shattered through the bash
Yeah, you selfish
And as I grow more
Yeah, you're getting smaller
World, we a team
And I'm playing
Riding a dream
Chasing a goal
Swimming the stream
Feeling the feels
Shedding the skin
Transforming within
Floating through the air
Passing through the crows
Bring me a message
Saying, "this is how she grows"
An hour and forty four minutes
Of writing to myself
A nerd's bump
That's what I wear
On my finger, as a ring
And I put on my string of pearls
On my neck
I keep'em stacked
One on top of the other
Feel the adrenaline
From the freezing drops
I take a breath in
And the whole world stops
The day rises
With the birds and the blue
As I forward fold
Dealing with all aspects of reality
Beginning to see comfort
In this cold uncertainty,
Feeling confident
Ready to tackle
But something bothers me
A drawer
Left open like a program
Running eternally in the back
Forward motion
A flood of emotion
That's why I'm practicing
High intensity interval crying
Yeah I'm trying, cause
Two months felt like years to me
And as always
I'm collecting these tears for me
To dive in
Cause I'm calmer, underwater
And I count to three and I push
And now I'm stronger
Still, I keep falling
But it's a slow fall
And I'm willing to lose everything
And yet I'm
Winning more than everything
Cause I practice
I practice
Self flow
I practice, practice,
Practice, practice
Practice all day long
I'm showing myself some
I'm showing myself some
And I practice, some
Self flow
Written by: Deniz Taşar