Forget You

It's getting way too hard to forget you I'm thinking way too much Yeah I'll be dead soon Crashing out high in the restroom Tell me what I'm supposed to do What do you want from me Wait, I see Cupid running at me with a big gun (Big one) Lately filling up my stomach with these big drugs "Why you running" I ain't running What you run from I can't stand lust All these conversations in my head I see you knocking at my doors No, I can't get rest Don't try to blame me, I'm upset Don't try to play me, I'm obsessed Now I'm so sick of love I just took 1,2,3 Now I'm so sick of drugs It won't heal emotion in my chest Now I'm just throwing up From the words that you said He can have you, I'm so done But I'm not surprised I'm trying to have a conversation, I'm so sick of all these lies I'm so done with you speaking over me we always fight And I'm so done with you blaming me like why am I never right It's getting way too hard to forget you I'm thinking way too much Yeah I'll be dead soon Crashing out high in the restroom Tell me what I'm supposed to do You don't know what's in my head when I'm off it You don't know who's in my bed when it's late at night 'Cuz you left me 'lone and I'm lost still I get way too drunk when I'm all alone You say you love me, I know you don't Say you want me to know 'Cuz you don't ever show it It's getting way too hard to forget you I'm thinking way too much Yeah I'll be dead soon Crashing out high in the restroom Tell me what I'm supposed to do