numb

Through my sleepless nights

I feel like I’m losing my mind

I try to shake it off

But I just go numb inside

I loved it when you’d take me by the hand and lead me to your room

I loved to hear you speak and dream again and watch your lips move

And instead of loving you back

I cheated and I lied,

I lost myself in drugs and I lost myself inside

We might be dead by tomorrow

Don’t hate me by then

Can you wake me up from this crazy dream?

Maybe we could make it new again?

I feel the weight of the world lost in my bones

Sinking alone

Love is not enough

It’s the crying and the punch

And although I want to forget

Some things never change

Right now I’m numb

I want to hide away from the world

Who knows maybe in the morning that will change?

That’s how I feel

We might be dead by tomorrow

Don’t hate me by then

Can you wake me up from this crazy dream?

Maybe we could make it new again?

Been naked here for hours

Without your sympathy

Can you wake me up from this crazy dream

I’ve been crying whilst you’re asleep

I keep trying to find the things we were dreaming of

New kisses new start the past is the past

I wanted us to get higher than we’d ever been

And I would write you songs so that you wouldn’t forget me

Wipe our memories of the past and lose our footsteps in broken clouds.

And you would forgive me for leaving you when you needed me the most

I was scared to get close

We might be dead by tomorrow

Don’t hate me by then

Can you wake me up from this crazy dream?

Maybe we could make it new again?

Been naked here for hours

Without your sympathy

Can you wake me up from this crazy dream

I’ve been crying whilst you’re asleep

That’s how I feel

That’s how I feel

That’s how I feel

That’s how I feel

That’s how I feel

That’s how I feel

That’s how I feel

That’s how I feel