You I've never did none of this shit before, I got a lotta shit to unpack

I'm tired of blocking you all on my digital, and everytime I'm coming back

I'm tired of seeing you all in my visual, and even when i take a nap

I'm tryna move on from this shit, but you doing the most, it's confrontation that I lack

I never loved anyone as much as you, but most of the shit you did to me was cruel

You know I was keepin you at number 1, until you was treatin me like number 2

And all of the times I've gotten too attached, you never had stuck to me like you was glue

And all of the times I waited on your call, I thought i could try and get you in a mood

But now I can back it up, I'm cool with you leaving, you always had wasted my time

They said I ain't rap enough, but fuck what they sayin, I got too much shit on my mind

They said I ain't sad enough, I try to go deeper, but I got a wonderful life

You said I could always tell you how I feel,so was all of that shit just a lie

I know that we been had our ups and downs, but I could never ever leave

I wanna be there when you're feelin alone, so I can give you what you need

You hard on the out, but soft on the in, that's why I called you Mac N Cheese

But if I had never met you in my life, I probably could've had some peace

Soft on the inside, I always was worried bout them guys

I didn't want nothin or no one to take you away, so i had pushed you aside

I promised I was gonna treat you all better, but ended up fumbling both times

You know that they sayin the 3rd time the charm, then how come we stopped at the 4th time

It doesn't make sense, on Friday you was lovin me, but on Monday I wasn't shit

I'm not tryna make you the bad guy, there was mistakes, we were kids

What we went through opened my eyes, so I couldn't do that shit again

But I wonder in another life, could I let you have another chance

On Friday you was lovin me, but on Monday I wasn't shit

I'm not tryna make you the bad guy, there was mistakes, we were kids

What we went through opened my eyes, so I couldn't do that shit again

But I wonder in another life, could I let you have another chance

I know that we been had our ups and downs, but I could never ever leave

I wanna be there when you're feelin alone, so I can give you what you need

You hard on the out, but soft on the in, that's why I called you Mac N Cheese

But if I had never met you in my life, I probably could've had some peace