I've Been Away

Sometimes you've got to let things go to find growth

Let fear go to find hope

But I've been running from church and God knows

That I've been trying to reach my goals through the Holy Ghost

Took a dip in the water for osmosis

This is g.o.a.t level, stood amongst those chosen

You sent an angel to pick me up at my lowest

That was you at the time, I didn't notice

Consequences of shooting shots out of focus

I swear I could have died from ill intentions and motives

Fell in love with someone broken not knowing they were the coldest

Cause the girl with the glass slippers' heart's frozen

Wonder how you walk around with no emotions

So focussed, we're getting lost inside the motion

Cause where going is going where are we going?

Had to let go of the smokes to go at it sober

I found hope in you

I found strength in you

I confide in you, for you to hold me like the bottom of the ocean

Going through the motions

And you know, you know

And you know, you that I

I was tripping

But the perspective of time just slaps different

Cause one man's trash is another man's mission

I deserve better and I admit it

Knowing that the farther of time is repetition

Fumbled into doing things different

You always told me to leave and I wouldn't listen

The joys of being young and naive

Wore a heart of my sleeve

Handed over the keys to you, you blew like the wind

Said I couldn't be him, but the ghost of my kin

All that negative energy's getting under my skin

Tallied up all the loses, how'd you not want us to win?

Making peace with my farther seemed like the place to begin

Held so much anger but I don't know what he did

What if mom was tripping and held him back from his kid?

But some things we'll never know, I guess it is what it is

I found hope in you

I found strength in you

I confide in you, for you to hold me like the bottom of the ocean

Going through the motions

And you know, you know

And you know, you that I