My legs are heavy as lead

Tried to be bitter I don't have it in me

My week on repeat like my Friday be freaky

I don't want a shrink I just wanna be needed

He's with someone else so I torture myself

Guess I'm a masochist I be fuckin' with the welts

I hate that I love how I feel when I'm sick

You be under my skin I don't give a fuck I be pissed

I guess I like it cause I take it

I don't know how to make it stop

It hurts so fuckin' good when my chest feels similar to a nuclear bomb

And I can't explain it but I know somewhere that somethings wrong

But I don't ever use a safe word

I just can't accept that it's my fault

I just can't accept that it's my fault

Damn I guess I need a use

I never come alone always packin' it up in two

But when I'm in my room I be quietly losin' screws

I be talkin' to a wall when I'm workin' to get to you

You be tryin' up my patience

Love it when you rub it in my face I know you fakin' when you say you don't give a fuck bout anything I be sayin'

I'm prayin' over the wicked cause these bitches is my sons

They be blushin' like when I kiss it

I guess I like it cause I take it

I don't know how to make it stop

It hurts so fuckin' good when my chest feels similar to a nuclear bomb

And I can't explain it but I know somewhere that somethings wrong

But I don't ever use a safe word

I just can't accept that it's my fault

I just can't accept that it's my fault