Honestly, I really didn't think this was gonna be the way my life turned out

There was a time I knew exactly what I was about

Always linked to the future, stick to the route

But now and then, that route dead ends and you find yourself alone again

'Cause in my head, I'm just acquaintances with those I call my friends

I'm still filled with fear and the deep regrets

I hope you reappear, it hasn't happened yet

If I had one wish, I would see you again

And we'll both learn how to forget

Have you ever been so damn tired but

You just can't go to sleep?

Have you ever been so damn high but

You're still in way too deep?

'Cause right now, I'm layin' in a field of daisy

With a dear old friend who loves me

In my head, it's summer somewhere

And I'm smilin' at something

My friends will always be there

My joints don't hurt so bad

And I'll love my life forever

'Cause it's the best I'll ever have

Honestly, I really didn't think this was gonna be the reason I burned out

I took my life and ran it straight down into the ground

I heard what you said, ran away from the sound

But I don't wanna hear this, I don't wanna see

All the pain I've caused, what the hell you think of me?

I know that I changed and it's strange and you're scared

Unprepared for the way it's gonna go eventually (For the way it's gonna go eventually)

But really how much worse can you get?

What's one more thing that I'm gonna regret? Yeah

You can put in on my tab, you can put it on my name (Ayy, ayy)

This is all I really have and it's never gonna change

In my prayers, I've been asking for this

But no one cares, it is what it is, yeah

You can put it on our trust, you can put it on our shame

'Cause this is all we really had and it's never been the same

'Cause right now, I'm layin' in a field of daisy

With a dear old friend who loves me

In my head, it's summer somewhere

And I'm smilin' at something

My friends will always be there

My joints don't hurt so bad

And I'll love my life forever

'Cause it's the best I'll ever have

And I think about the times, the times when I was real

The times when I could feel somethin'

You never seem to lose your composure

Sometimes I wish I still felt somethin'

I wish that I still felt somethin'

'Cause right now, I'm layin' in a field of daisy

With a dear old friend who loves me

In my head, it's summer somewhere

And I'm smilin' at something

My friends will always be there

My joints don't hurt so bad

And I'll love my life forever

'Cause it's the best I'll ever have