You know what it's like

Like change

Like in the moment it kinda creeps up on you

You don't really notice it in the moment you just think like

Like you see signs of like, yeah, like you're struggling a little bit to deal with it but

Yo you got this, you know what I'm saying? You got this

Then as time goes by it's like

Have you got this

You sure that you got this bro?

Cah you know if like you know what I'm saying if

You need someone to speak to you can tell your big brother you get me

Reception call my phone first then they patch it through

Yo bro I pray for you but part of me feels bad for you

Happy that you're stable now look at he brang you through

Book a visit look who brang for you Nunu

You been my guy lil Ronny and lil Ruru

Help me prep for shows you know fitness like a guru

I help you prep for meetings cah I know just how they'll do you

Darg I hope you know I see you and I'm never looking through you

Everybodys felt happiness we just had it less

Mental health problems in my blood I watch it manifest

Watched my uncle work crazy up untill a man was dead

If you can't give that man some time off then give that man some rest listen

Can't say the date because it's not decided

All he need is socks and sliders, boxers journals he does lots of writing

Old school mp3 player in the box beside him

He knows that mumsy there in prayer when she not beside him

There's things I've had to do without you it's not exciting

There's secrets that I've told you bout me and they're not in writing

Silly things you use to do and now you got me sliding

But what are bigger brothers I if i ain't got you like this

It's a lifestyle I've finally accepted

Recommendations from the legal team we kindly rejected

It's coming up to 4 years and I know these times he's reflective

Yo that's lil bro I'm highly protective

He's tatted on my arm

Heart up on my sleeve

If you let my brother tell it I'm the hardest in the streets

Palms to the sky to pray to God to keep him safe

Me and mumsy back in court I'm wiping tears from her face

Uncle Winston would be hurting if he saw us in this state

Cah I still ain't popped in music and you're sitting in that place

I felt responsible even though it weren't my place

I keep showing up for you cah I know that's what it takes

I love you bro