I can't sleep

It's 3 am and I'm not sober like I used to be

Fucked up on the parts of you that won't leave

I was the paper and you were the rain

You were the wreckage and I was the same

You can see your heart through your skin and your sleeve

Try to mask all the pain but you won't let it leave

And something that I never thought I needed when I'm sleeping off the come down of the high that I got from you wanting me

It's just the image of you dancing to your favorite song like nothing even mattered to you

I can't find a reason why I can't explain that

I'm not fine if I don't run back to you

So here I stand in wine and gasoline

Light a match for you not me

If we could rewrite time

I would waste it all again

Maybe I've gone crazy thinking how to figure out what you need

You give my life meaning

You were the echos and I was the words

You were a scapegrace in a city to burn

Fading your colors in lifeless routine

I can still see your heart through your skin and your sleeve

And something that I never thought I needed when I'm sleeping off the comedown of the high that I got from you wanting me

It's just the fear of losing every single memory I had when you were around

I can't find a reason why I can't explain that

I'm not fine if I don't run back to you

So here I stand in wine and gasoline

Light a match for you not me

If we could rewrite time

I would waste it all again

At least lie to me and I'll take it with me to my grave

I just wanted to be a drop in your sea but got caught up in the waves

At least lie to me

And I'll fix everything that I can

And if we can jump into the sun

I'll catch you again and again

I can't find why I'd run back to you

I can't find a reason why I can't explain that

I'm not fine if I don't run back to you

So here I stand in wine and gasoline

Light a match for you not me

If we could rewrite time

I would waste it all again