Music Video
Music Video
Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Warm Human
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Meredith Johnston
Composer
Conor Mackey
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Meredith Johnston
Producer
Conor Mackey
Producer
Doug McBride
Mastering Engineer
Brok Mende
Mixing Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
God won't you bless this mess?
Depressed that I'm depressed
Haven't been my best
Since I don't know when
Will I feel grown up?
I still don't feel enough
To half fill up a cup
To be drunk with my one friend
[PreChorus]
It's a lonely life
When you're home alone
Scrolling through your phone
Wishing you were someone else that you don't know
It's a lovely life
That'll break your bones
Though I suppose
I know me better than I did a while ago
[Chorus]
I just fucking hate myself
Open up when I should have shut my mouth
It’s a personal attack
One step forward two steps back
Only I can stop me now
Know how to swim but I still choose to drown
It’s a personal attack
One step forward two steps back
[Verse 2]
Back but everything's worse
Got no coins in my purse
Walking in reverse
Trace my steps until I find
Where I went wrong
I don't think I'm strong
Enough to carry all this
Weight for free
[Refrain]
And what do I get for being me
What do I get for being me?
What do I get for being me?
What do I get for being me?
[Chorus]
I just fucking hate myself
Open up when I should have shut my mouth
It’s a personal attack
One step forward two steps back
Only I can stop me now
Know how to swim but I still choose to drown
It’s a personal attack
One step forward two steps back
[PreChorus]
It's a lonely life
When you're home alone
Scrolling through your phone
Wishing you were someone else that you don't know
It's a lovely life
That'll break your bones
[Bridge]
It'll break your bones
It'll break your bones
[Chorus]
I just fucking hate myself
Open up when I should have shut my mouth
It’s a personal attack
One step forward two steps back
Only I can stop me now
Know how to swim but I still choose to drown
It’s a personal attack
One step forward two steps—
Written by: Conor Herndon Mackey, Meredith Johnston
