It ain't so bad livin my life, at a lost for words eveytime i'm slide to the booth

Sayin weed kills your brain cells, but the 3.5 i'm rollin up giving me a boost

Recordin my losses that's pain on a loop

Everyone with you when your light is shinin but when you turn the lights off you'll see the truth

Had to go through it, my circle is proof

She tried to steal my heart like it's

loot

Sometimes i get lost and don't know what to do

Just like my hunnids , inside the cup blue

You did it to me, i'd never do it to you

How you feel bout me , cause i'm feeling confused

Im learning these lesson no i never lose

Im finna blow you can't put out this fuse

Still see my ex when i go check my views

Holdin myself together like i was some glue

Pass me the light, cause the blunt is out i'm wondering why

Ain't wanna leave my bed when i looked out of the window and i seen the sky

Its raining outside , i open the blinds , but my feelings run dry

Starin at pictures of you on my phone when i'm gettin fried

I get lost in your eyes

Lost in your thighs

Growin up had to learn to improvise

Learn and adapt is how i stay alive

Too many times i thought that i had died

And it remained me don't take life for granted

Put me in that jam no i'll never panic

Rollin the dice, fell in love with my chances

Painting a picture i aint usin a canvas

Hopin you seeing the vision

Not many do they call you crazy

when you go and slide onna mission

Pictures of you on my wall they are missing

Didn't wanna change you i thought you were different

You was never there when i was coming up, so your presence aint makin a difference

Always put me in a fucked up position

Lookin back at where i came from, like i am runnin a race im tracking the distance

Voices in my heads soundin like echos in the front of my mind so they never too distant

It gets hard not to listen

They tellin me it's no so bad once you start becoming consistent

Dont know how i'm feelin

Sparkin this j it helps with the healin

Cloudy dreams of countin up to a million