If you could choose to be anybody, who do you think you'd pick? I wouldn't wish to be me on my worst enemy. And yeah, I know that's fucking sick. Because I've got a lot to be grateful for. I'm more privileged than most. So why is it I spend everyday continuing to host a depression that I likely brought on myself? An all inclusive private hell. Does that ring a bell? Cut off all my hair as a signal flair to everyone in my life. But no one cared or even seemed aware. Swung the phantom bangs from my eyes. And it's a poor attempt at getting attention I admit, but I guess it was worth the try. I probably won't kill myself. Say, would you look at the time. Hey dude, thanks for stopping by. It's been super nice. You're a real swell guy. So, see you around. It's been this way forever, a conundrum within the riddle. I'll do what I can, burn it at both ends and go down in flames in the middle.