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So What I Lied
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Alternative
So What I Lied was released on July 19, 2024 by Independent as a part of the album Xoxon25
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AlbumXoxon25
Release DateJuly 19, 2024
LabelIndependent
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM117

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Negative 25
Negative 25
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jonathan Johnson
Jonathan Johnson
Songwriter
Brett Anderson
Brett Anderson
Songwriter
Bradley Kyle Anderson
Bradley Kyle Anderson
Composer, Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jonathan Johnson
Jonathan Johnson
Producer

Lyrics

So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
Self-awareness
Or self-obsession, I
Don't wanna share this
But I'm not sleeping right
I think I'm falling
But I can't trust it yet
I'm 23, but I still feel like a kid in my head 'cause
I know what my parents' had
Should I expect the same for me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
And I think I'm just overthinking too much
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
You said you could wait until I got myself in check
But I still see the shadows of the nights I won't get back
When I go home I just an empty house and
I think I feel too loudly
Don't wanna talk about it
I know what my parents' had
Should I expect the same for me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
And I think I'm just overthinking too much
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
I think too much about it every night, I
Think it's less about me than I like, I
Know I'm not complete, I'll be alright, I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
(I think I feel too loudly) I
Think (I don't know how to love you right)
Too much about it every night
(Don't wanna talk about it) I
Think (I don't know how to love you right)
It's less about me than I like
(I think I feel so loudly) I
Know (I don't know how to love you right)
I'm not complete, I'll be alright
(Don't wanna talk about it) I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
I don't know how to love you right
Written by: Bradley Kyle Anderson, Brett Anderson, Jonathan Johnson
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