Hey

They say thee first step to healing is to admit you have a problem right

Well I have a confession

I don't function properly without consistent female attention in my life

But I'm working on it

Aye You mind if I tune in

I'm an OD over-thinker

I know I lay it down but when it's over i might hit her

On some tell me how it was though I should know cause I was in her

But I need her POV for peace of mind I'm still a ****

Whose mental health go crazy if my ego not in Tact

Love when she call me daddy cause she know I'm just that

Love when she give me ownership I tell her run it back

Say that shit again until I tell you you could stop

Imagine being male and you don't got no hoes

Imagine only going out wit all of your bros

That shit depressing

You be questioning your worth

Now with every interaction you be overly alert aye

Why do I gotta have baddest on me

Baby I love when get down on your knees

I love it when you bust it down for me

Down for me

I love it when you bust it down for me

Aye on me yea yea

Down for me

I love it when you bust it down for me

Down for me

Aye I'm tuned back in aye

It came to the point where I can't function without women on me

Life is depressing when my phone is empty

I think it stems from not receiving the affection from my mom when I would need it

So i outsource to receive it

I'm not content on my own

That's my biggest red flag

Though I love when I'm alone

I be deep up in my bag

It feels good to have somebody who gone make me feel bigger than I am

Cause inside I'm really little man

I used to hate my mom but now I understand

Things would be different if she was given another hand

But understanding ain't gone change shit

My future wife gone handle trauma that I came with

Too empathetic I feel Bad for the people that be hurting me

That's why there's moments where I struggle setting boundaries

I watched my ex pop my tires with my own eyes

Then I forgave her I was telling me my own lies

I act like i'm ok when I'm not

All this damage I be taking is a lot

And ion cope well

I let hoes gimme room service like a hotel

Shawty she be proud and she treat it like it's show n tell

But I won't tell

We won't fail

If we keep it on the low like a coat tail

Keep it from gettin out a hand like a broke nail

Hold it down

Why do I gotta have baddest on me

Baby I love when get down on your knees

I love it when you bust it down for me

I love it when you bust it down for me

Down for me

I love it when you bust It down for me

I love it when you bust it down for me

Down for me

I love it when you bust it down for me

Down for me

Yeah yeah yeah

I love it when you bust to down for me

Bust it down for me