Dissolving everything that’s said

People never love you till your gone or dead

& When Im gone I hope you knowing you lost the war

Id die for you but this love ain’t worth fighting for

Im too much in this this sh*t

Just too much in this sh*t

I give you love ,you give me pain, I’ve had enough of it

I’ll never find my perfect happiness

I’m a awkward anti-social individual I love it

Never mr popular, always under discussion

Super complicated, never elucidated

I build these walls of mine to lock out anything outrageous

Inside me is a child who was nurtured by the greatest, so I step outside my cages for loving n warm embraces

But now I realize that actions out weight every statement

I care too much, give too much fucks,

Too easily mistaken, readily forgotten my heart ain’t nothing to play with

Passionate to murder, my demons be in containment

Im from a line of loonies but too stable to go ape shit

Some where between Nirvana, and Micheal on medication

And Im basic in my get up, a rebel, no time for faking

Never switching up, just living up, above the pavement

An introvert, my skits rehearsed, don’t let me have to change it

I’m just giving you the real me

When the alcohol reveals me, ya feel me

Dissolving everything that’s said

People never love you till your gone or dead

& When Im gone I hope you knowing you lost the war

Id die for you but this love ain’t worth fighting for

Im too much in this this sh*t

Just too much in this sh*t

I give you love ,you give me pain, I’ve had enough of it

I’ll never find my perfect happiness

Emerica copping fella

Hang loose and rocking denim

So focused on success it blocks my sleep and no one gets em

Content in solitude and amusement in simple gestures

I’m on the edge like Heath, but got balance on the Ledger

I embody my environment fighting it under pressure

Never been a settler always wanted the best of

So don’t take my interjection as hatred, I see you better

I think practical and tactical, always knew I was clever

I never sugar coat it, sh*t watching my blood pressure

People say that they want the real but collapse under your confessions

I ain’t perfect but I’m searching for someone who worth the effort

Love me the way I love

Good principles and ethics

Still understands that grace is louder than any message

Love is a battlefield, and the bombs falling incessant

You shot me in the heart, I cried, babe you hit me

Blood pooling on the pavement I died, you gone miss me

Dissolving everything that’s said

People never love you till your gone or dead

& When Im gone I hope you knowing you lost the war

Id die for you but this love ain’t worth fighting for

Im too much in this this sh*t

Just too much in this sh*t

I give you love ,you give me pain, I’ve had enough of it

I’ll never find my perfect happiness