If I'm being real with you, I've been coldhearted

I been seeing **** suffer and it just don't bother me

I'm hurting so I don't know whether I can go farther

This shit is hard but I know I can't be closed off to it

So it be tears in my eyes, and I don't hide them

I know my **** in the sky, I hope they vibing

I go within to look for God and I know I'll find him

I search my heart looking for love cause it's growing silent

But I can't get caught up in the crowd, not how I was brought up

Cause I was put before the sharks, like I got start-up

Probably prone to using martyrdom I've gone through Tartarus

Aversion to flossing like tartar, I can't be your target

But **** acting like they lost it, the only spark is when you taking off

What is there for you to build and give your all? **** working jobs

Only travelling when on them bars, and they go to Mars promise when you focus your resolve

This shit a lick, if you get real and you go hard, this shit legit

Cause I feel bad and cry my hardest when I see a kid crashing out at 16

Running 'round with mixed feelings

Angry at himself and still not knowing what that shit mean

But I digress, I could be on a better platform but I got steps

**** ain't playing ball with how I move but I got next

The checks wrote out in my business name, always on my image game

Getting money allocated to me 'fore decisions came cause people know I'm good for that

See me as professional, they know I kept the hood intact

Doing numbers like correctionals, they slept like sectionals

Unattainable and unattestable, they got my message

Tryna get married to the game then you got my blessing

Stressing load management, cause I seen shooters, seen smokers so talented

Underneath the struggle so long I've just grown out of it

So if I'm being real with you, I've been coldhearted

I been seeing **** suffer and it just don't bother me

I'm hurting so I don't know whether I can go farther

This shit is hard but I know I can't be closed off to it

So it be tears in my eyes, and I don't hide them

I know my **** in the sky, I hope they vibing

I go within to look for God and I know I'll find him

I search my heart looking for love cause it's, cause it's growing silent