I hope you understand this is me. This is everything that I am

I could apologize forever, but it wouldn't change a thing

All of my transgressions, and all of my mistakes

Bury me underground

Every piсture that I hang is more fragile than the last

I'm keeping company with the glass that shatters

The things that I hold dear to me tend to evaporate

Watch everything disappear

Erase the time that I've been searching and subtract from

Me whatever I have left

I'm still standing, but not as tall

Rain on me, black cloud. Envelope me in forever

I've become unstuck in time. Between now and death

Everything is certain. So sing me to sleep

Fill your fingertips with ink and kill me with your words

Bring me back to life in the same breath. So fragile are the

Hours, are the minutes, I have left with you and I remain silent

Until the very last one

I wish I could find a way to thank everyone for everything

They've done for me. I promise I am doing my best to make it Through this. We're no longer reading left to right

And we burned up all the pages anyway

The truth seems to enslave us. How strange it is to even exist

And be something of consequence. It's not a matter

Of where but when

Cast your shadow on me. You're only gonna get what

You asked for. And while I'm drifting away, you're gonna carry

That weight. Please don't leave me alone. It's lights out

I'm not saying goodbye. I'm just resting my eyes for a

Little while. I'm not falling asleep. I'm just trying to breathe

So please forgive me