I feel exhausted

Like how can I run away when there's a trap that I'm caught in

I'm honest

Got all of the keys but I'm making the choice to stay locked in

I'm cautious

Got people to please but by pleasing them I'm making problems

Can't solve them

My life's an equation but I still end up in the negatives

Got sedatives

To keep me from losing my cool and turn life argumentative

I'm tentative

When I reach the end then I get in my head and get hesitant

A resident

Of a mindset that's telling me to disappear without evidence

No medicine

Could change the way that I think I just need time and self rhetoric

I'm better than the choices the voices

I'm working on getting some help and support but with help and support I feel like I still be avoidant

It's pointless

I'm working on being sufficient for myself

I'm working on growing and bettering my health

But even with words given to me I still would be voiceless

You ask how I am in one word

I say I do not know

But on the deep down

My honest answer is that I am feeling so hurt

Now I'm lost and astray

Got my life taken away

Castaway

You got me casted away

Throw in the line

And pull in my face

You're telling me that I'm a man of no taste

You look at my life and you say it's a waste

I'm egotistical

Not realistical

Think I'm mythical

I'm so cynical

Never minimal

Keep it digital

Hiding behind the media

Feeling lightheaded I'm starting to faint and I'm losing my color anemia

I'm working so hard for a smile on your face but I'm still getting nothing it's tedium

I'm changing my definition of self-happiness your like my Wikipedia

Got me in chains and you leave me to hang but I know that you'll never release me (yuhhh)

Think it's time to let go

Yeah it's time to move on

My life's not a show

Got my plot line all wrong

I've been playing the hero

For all my life long

Now I'll take off the mask

I'm done with the Act

Forgive and forget or spite and relive

Either way the world keeps spinning and life moves forward

Graduation