The Pursuit Of

Every single day

I'm praying for change

But the days

They just stay the same

I can't help I'm

Processing everything

In the worst possible way

Here it comes

Everything all at once

And yet I'm standing up

Here it comes

Stumbling into the pursuit of

Nothing prepared me for this

Is this really what life is?

Are these feelings permanent?

Through sacrifice I will regain

The pursuit of

Days turn to months turn to years

Drowning me in all my fear

Losing everything I love

Is the only thing I ever think of

Everything

Life, love, and loss

My happiness

My creative outlet

The pursuit of