I wish you the emptiness that comes when the rug is pulled from underneath your feet

I wish you the sleepless nights when you wonder if you were ever worth anything to me

I wish you to find yourself in a mirror that doesn’t hide any of the truth

Baby I wish you the ghosts of time when you feel like you don’t exist no matter what you do

And I wish you confusion and fighting for survival every night

When the pillow is cold and wet from all that you’ve cried

And maybe some god-forsaken day you’ll understand

That what you put me through will never make you a man

I wish forgiveness forgets to ever knock on your door

When the night is endless and you can’t take any more

And maybe in some god-forsaken place you will see

You had all you could wish for, it was right here with me

I wish you to hear the words that my heart got to hear when you turned and let us die

I wish you your darkest thoughts and nobody to love you in your loudest cry

I wish you to lose your way through the very same hell that burned me to the core

Baby I wish you my memories and a world that won’t remember who you were

And I wish you confusion and fighting for survival every night

When the pillow is cold and wet from all that you’ve cried

And maybe some god-forsaken day you’ll understand

That what you put me through will never make you a man

I wish forgiveness forgets to ever knock on your door

When the night is endless and you can’t take any more

And maybe in some god-forsaken place you will see

You had all you could wish for, it was right here with me

I wish you a thousand years of shame

And may whatever you say turn into my name