badhabits

Bad habits stick around like best friends they

Follow me to bedrooms

Dig me into deep ends

Better days stick around like no way

Shoot me in the backyard

Or hang me in the hallway

All my friends only like me when there's nowhere to hide

Only call me up to fill a void or pass some time

All the people that I love are lying straight to my face

I'm not paranoid just know that they don't feel the same

And they can love me at an arms length

But they can't love me like somebody that they cannot replace

And they can love me in a good way

But they can't love me in the ways I want but never obtain

And then you realize

This rubber mask is your face

And you're never

As cool as you think on cocaine

And then you realize

That this shits getting hard to maintain

And you realize

You're a danger to yourself and your health

And well-being

And piece of mind

Your own sanity

The things you're leaving behind

She's hanging out of her window finishing her cigarette

And she says that she's going to quit, she's just not quite there yet

But we know

It's a lie