Survivors Guilt

And it's clear your boy's here for a reason

'Cah man got hit like I got hit and they ain't-

Ah

My **** phoned me everyday he told me don't stop writing

The hood took control I fell in love with sliding

Better keep the pressure up till you see them diamonds

You bought a square from the pic, understood the assignment

Past 21, never thought we would see it

They said the sky was the limit all we saw was the ceiling

Snaked the team twice and we still tried feed him

But now the shit's up and it's stuck when we see him

Survivors remorse feeling like G Herbo

I know a man who ain't seen the road since the Serco

She helped me buss case so I chopped my solicitor

They say that **** Rimz was my co-conspirator

Gokan died for a zed he was worth a couple bricks

Last of the real he'll forever be missed

You ever drive past that spot where your **** got killed

Like they made you drop tears blood's gotta get spilled

Took shit for the team you can't say I ain't solid

Way back in 08 man took them burners to college

Dreams and nightmares were both one in the same

I got dream of the stage and nightmares of the cage

In the hood where shootings a hobby turned to a talent

No guidance most of our fathers were absent

I feel closer to my mum since my son was born

My bro died, never got to see his son be born

And it's clear your boy's here for a reason

'Cah man got hit like I got hit and they ain't breathing

I said, "It's clear your boy's here for a reason"

'Cah man got hit like I got hit and they ain't-

Mummy keep saying I should pray more

They gave me 12 and they could have gave me way more

I saw police stand up in that court room and lie under oath

Jury came back with that verdict unanimous vote

And joy wouldn't feel so good if it wasn't for pain

I seen oil tear a man's skin right off his face

Couldn't handle jail time I see a man take his life

Went to cunch to make p's he started smoking the pipe

It's like we don't hate the opps but we hate ourselves

Crabs in a bucket tryna save ourselves

I pray we make it to heaven 'cah we came through hell

On that road to redemption leave a paper trail

And me and Fabz could never beef

Saved that ****'s life Me and Lami grow together why that **** hit the pipe

Me and Smokes don't chat 'cos he believed some ****'s lies

And Fidz ran off with P's I can't see him outside

And me and Kim still blessed

Me and Flash still talk

Still make P's with Gio

Fire still my bro

RIP and free's all we really know

And they're survivors guilt when you survive the roads

And it's clear your boy's hear for a reason

'Cah man got hit like I got hit and they ain't breathing