All For Nothing

I crossed big highways when I was just seventeen

I had no cellphones and I didn't know what I said

All I knew was everything I've been fed

Come on big heart now can you please show me the way

I call out for your name as It's ringing in my head

And all I ask was to be laid in my bed

I can't believe when I was that age

Watching Nickelodeon cartoons

I embarked on a pilgrimage

From downtown Bangsar to Taman Tun

I wish that I could chalk all of my mistakes

Up to a number that I can't relate

I was homing in on a bullseye dart

Piercing straight into a stubborn heart

He asked me if I'd like to hitch a ride

I said I'm traumatized by motorbikes

The world was an oyster on my tongue

I ripped it up to pieces and swallowed in chunks

I crossed big highways when I was just seventeen

Left behind, no I didn't know which way

Was the one I chose, or

The one that I have been shown

All for nothing

I keep fooling myself

It was all for nothing