Indulgence

I like poison

Yes I love to poison myself

I wake in a rush

So I eat from my chemical shelf

To the place

Yet again

The sugar helps me keep it in

And I like to

Save my time

Plus

I love the cancer they put inside

Cap the night

With some liver decay

To keep those bad bad thoughts away

I'll rise again

And do it tomorrow

I plan to rise

And do it tomorrow

Cuz I like to wake up

And feel sick

I'm glued

To the front page

All the horror and disease and I just can't turn away

Now I watch

It on TV

I am no longer me

I've become the things that I see

Let's gather around

It's time to

Babysit the clowns

I turn on the news

(It's time to)

Babysit the clowns

I like the drear

I like the fear

I like the broken volunteers

I like the crime

Brought to me live

I like to watch my friends all die

(So I)

Turn on the news

(It's time to)

Babysit the clowns

Broken tears

Neverending fear

I'm gonna

Babysit the clowns

I like to change

The good that's inside

I plan to watch it

As soon as I rise

Cuz I like to wake up

And feel scared

Outside's the only difference

A glow that fades beneath the skin

But inside it just always feels the same

There's gotta be a better way

Inside

Mundane is sinking in

To get it out I cut my skin

But inside it still all just feels the same

There's gotta be a better way

I know

It's deep inside

All the trauma to be healed but it's hard

So I'd rather hide

So I keep

It all in mind

Cuz the words that I've heard they don't seem

To have left me right