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Inside My Mind
Hip-Hop/Rap
Inside My Mind was released on July 17, 2024 by Independent as a part of the album Inside My Mind - Single
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Release DateJuly 17, 2024
LabelIndependent
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM75

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Bryar James Gengler
Bryar James Gengler
Songwriter

Lyrics

I been working on taking the time
To check on the family
Make sure that they doing fine
I pay for the table there's 8 of us eating
They bringing the glass and pouring the wine
Catching a flight changing the time
The bloody the mary the more I decline
I pay with the credit it never decline
Now give me my credit I'm ready for mine
Working on weighing the scales of all my ego
Which of the stories I tell
The lies that we tell ourself is just a reflection
Of how we really feel
If I never try then how do I balance
All of the times that I had to fail
All of the work on aligning my chakras
Is moving my spirit like sending the mail
Shout out to all of my fellas that tryna get better
I promise that you not alone
My lil sis battling with anxiety
I'm sending her flowers straight to her home
Even though I know that it's not enough
Thousands of miles the distance is tough
Tryna maintain but I'm fucking it up
This is one of the reasons I need me a clone
Damn this is just the start
Bigger story picked apart
Feeling everybody's pain
How I fix so many hearts
Momma tryna kill herself
The light inside me going dark
Pop a bottle full of pill prescription
While the car in park
Letting you inside my mind
The fire burning shooting sparks
If the truth be cutting deep
This trauma bonding keep it sharp
My story bigger than a song
Before U Go was just a part
Digging deep to give the truth
I'm sorry if it leaves a mark
I been working on taking the time
To check on the family
Make sure that they doing fine
I pay for the table there's 8 of us eating
They bringing the glass and pouring the wine
Catching a flight changing the time
The bloody the mary the more I decline
I pay with the credit it never decline
Now give me my credit I'm ready for mine
Tryna connect with my brother
I'm bringing up stories that he never wanted to hear
He prefers to bury the trauma
And not think about it he living in fear
And he wouldn't tell me I heard from another
I wish he would tell me explain to me clear
The abuse he experienced is still in his spirit
When I think about it I'm shedding a tear
Flipping the page back in the day
Pops spending everything that he made
Julie took her whole first check
Decorating my room to make it look great
Winnie-the-pooh all over the place
Did whatever she could to make me feel safe
Still to this day I could never repay
Showing her love till I hit the grave
And shout-out my momma she gave me this life
And she gave me the courage to shine in the lights
I'm sorry for all of the trauma I write
But I promise that everything gon be aight
Taught me the drip gave me the vibe
Thank you for everything that you provide
If I could I would heal all the pain in your eyes
But I'm happy you keeping your spirit alive
Letting you inside my mind
The fire burning shooting sparks
If the truth be cutting deep
This trauma bonding keep it sharp
My story bigger than a song
Before U Go was just a part
Digging deep to give the truth
I'm sorry if it leaves a mark
I been working on taking the time
To check on the family
Make sure that they doing fine
I pay for the table there's 8 of us eating
They bringing the glass and pouring the wine
Catching a flight changing the time
The bloody the mary the more I decline
I pay with the credit it never decline
Now give me my credit I'm ready for mine
Letting you inside my mind
The fire burning shooting sparks
If the truth be cutting deep
This trauma bonding keep it sharp
My story bigger than a song
Before U Go was just a part
Digging deep to give the truth
I'm sorry if it leaves a mark
Letting you inside my mind
The fire burning shooting sparks
If the truth be cutting deep
This trauma bonding keep it sharp
My story bigger than a song
Before U Go was just a part
Digging deep to give the truth
I'm sorry if it leaves a mark
Written by: Bryar James Gengler
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