17

At 17 years old 

dreamed a songs on billboard

time is gone like flash

feel like my dream is done

Always wanted big ass stages on a tour    

Didn't go as well    

as I wanted so much more    

If I turn around will it still 

wait for me change my life

(Oh no)

why can't I let go   

of this feeling

Am I late to chase you again

without you there's no meaning to my life

heart goes fast

when I hold on to you

things don't happen as I expected to be

even though it's not what I have pictured for

I gotta live it up baby

please don't give me up

can't deny I need you with me

things don't happen as I expected to be

even though it's not what I have pictured for

I gotta live it up baby

want you to know that

I promise I won't let you go

losing you has got me feeling paranoid

I've been struggled

falling down with this anxiety

haunted like living with ghost

everyday looking for a way

cause I'm lost

I know what I have looking for my life

burning my regrets

you got me on fire

(you got me on fire)

taking me out from a dust

stop running like I'm stray

there's no more lost

things don't happen as I expected to be

even though it's not what I have pictured for

I gotta live it up baby

please don't give me up

can't deny I need you with me

things don't happen as I expected to be

even though it's not what I have pictured for

I gotta live it up baby

want you to know that

I promise I won't let you go