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Just Fall Asleep
Electronic
Just Fall Asleep was released on July 15, 2021 by Addio as a part of the album feelings allowed
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Release DateJuly 15, 2021
LabelAddio
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM78

Credits

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Addio
Addio
Producer

Lyrics

Finally finding it fucked up
The kind of life I was choosing to fight for
Tooth and nail are touching as I bite logs
Going through all the pages of work
Deleting them as I go
They don't represent how I feel anymore cause
Now they all feel fake, all of it
How did I ever feel this way, I don't know
But I did then
Then I asked for help
Not to any person but myself
Became exhausted then went to bed
Woke up the next day
As lost as the day before
Got opportunity from who knows what
But now I'm at my cabin
With siblings, two nephews and a friend
Laying half asleep at the edge of the bed
About to fall out but thats fine
It shouldn't wake up the 5 year old
Sleeping right next to me
He's waking up
In 5 more hours or so
Knocking his knee
At the wall making thunder in the entire cabin
I wake up, my blanket is slipping away again
He's taking my blanket for the second time
What can I say? Whatever makes him warm?
I'm digging his first blanket out of his feet
As to use it as my own
Now I'm trying to relax
I'm highlighting all my focus at peeling the layers
Feeling my bodily parts mending
Allowing my shoulders to deflate
Same with my chest and my heart
Just fall asleep
When your energy is out
You're proud of what you did today
Just fall asleep
Got nothing more to say
Got nothing more to worry about
*Whistle*
Sometimes it feels so fucking good to be exhausted
Knocked out completely
Spending every ounce of energy, every
Fiber of your body's being used
And there was times in the hills going up to the mountain top
Where I thought "It's better to just give up"
Only half serious did I share my thought of reaching the top, getting
Past the steep slippery road
Past the gravel, past the stones
Past the river going down
Past the patches of snow
The sharp summer sunlight boiling my skin
Thirst and hunger filling my centre of need
Knowing that you're hours away from your real next meal
Taking another break
Even after the fifth one
Because you need some water this time
Submerging my hand in the downstream
Bubbles coming out of the bottle as the air escapes
Freezing my entire hand
Emptying the kids' wet shoe
Looking up, "Is this still possible?"
"Are we even on the trail anymore?"
"I guess we're on our own, but
As long as I can see my next few steps
Then I don't need to know the rest yet"
Just fall asleep
When your energy is out
Got nothing more to give today
Just fall asleep
When theres memories of the past
You can deal with it just the same
Just fall asleep
Gotta trust yourself
Gotta trust in everything you do
Just fall asleep
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