One's half awake one's half asleep, I try to count my heart beats

A tired memory of what it's like to dream

I'm fading, sinking, trembling, as anxiety sets in

What if it's the last time that I'm awake, I'm awake

So sick of pulling thorns from crowns

Don't you think I could fucking rest now?

I haven't slept for what feels like life now

My heart weighs heavy on my soul

But we live in spite of everything were told

I am what lies between, a question separating you from me

What if I'm never sorry, is this what I always wanted

I'm wasting time and life, when really I'm closer to when I will die

These thoughts come to my head of how we all wind up dead

And i never thought I was alone, I've lost my mind, Solitude

Sinking in my world of sin

I've got this timeless mind, existing intertwined

Under sleepless eyes, someone that I don't recognise

Sinking in my sin, i'll get used to the grieving

I am what lies between, a question separating you from me

What if I'm never sorry, is this what I always wanted

I'm wasting time and life, when really I'm closer to when I will die

To when I will die

Pushed away

Cast aside

Left alone

Rotten mind

Growing tired

Brittle boned

Die alone

Genocide