I'm twine and brittle sticks secured so cheaply in the sand. You are the crushing wave secured so cheaply in the sand. It's unbelievable, the power you're still holding over me. A simple conversation would have me question everything. It's almost like you knew the day would come that I would leave. You knew that I would get bored 'cuz I was selfish and naive.

I'm captured, in pasture, spread out, ready for to die. In utero, I'm not yet grown, how am I supposed to settle down? I heard thunder from the cloud of doubt that's hanging over me. And when the rain is pouring down, will I stay on my feet? I'm wishing that I would have taken better care of you. Nearly 30 years old and I don't know what to do.

Still dwelling on innocent follies from my former life. A no wiser, despiser of my current state of mind. The unconventional dreams I'm having are haunting over me. Waking up with a rock in my gut and sweat upon the sheets. Again the sun will rise and I'll forget you for a while. Until I'm back in my grave all because of your smile.