Ayy, yuh

Ayy, uh

Ayy, yuh

Ayy, uh

Ayy, yeah

Ayy

Phone still ring, rather hang rope high

Walk on the line, no cash, just my thoughts only wish to live sublime

Not with drugs, though high everyday, all the god damn time

I don't want help, bitch, I'm doing alright

Meddle in the night with a swisher and a knife

Contemplating suicide, all of these thoughts in the back of my mental now right in my sight

The flames burning bright, all my sorrows disgraced by the edge of my knife

Smoking, burning indo out the window, lungs are hurting

Just another vermin, cursed from birth, my stomach turning

You've seen enough to know that what you're doing isn't working, only pushing, like the blade to vein

Lay flat in dirt smirking, never was a person

Haven't been since younger, nowadays I'm just a burden

Flick ash, smoke, pass, repeat, revert

I don't know, I just wanna go

Been searching for a reason, but it's broke

And shattered like my bones from riding off a cliff inside the river, think I won't?

I'm empty and alone

Hoes only love what you have in motion

But soon as all the waves crash, out of sight coasting

Couldn't happen then, but nowadays, I'm always sulking

Hiding from myself and this day to day bullshit

Why you only love when I'm up?

I'm too fucked up off these drugs, give me love

I need someone, pick me up off the rug

I need your touch, why did you give it up?

I'm wishing you would dig me out this rut

But I know I'm too far gone to be enough

And I know I'm too long gone to be the one

So I'll smoke and drink, and beat myself up 'til I'm numb

Like fuck, what?

What, you ain't know I'm fuck up?

I was down real bad then I got real up

I was on real gas, only smoke real blunts

I was chasing real cash, you was chasing lil' stuff

I was never happy with my path, you were real stuck

I remember laughin' with my mans, now he teal dust

And I still get happy when I think about the lil' stuff

Rest in peace, bruh

I miss ya, like, how you gon' leave me here?

All alone in my room, thinkin' 'bout you, sheddin' tears

On the phone wit' your mom catchin' up over the years

I wonder if you're lookin' down and smiling when you see me, yeah, I'm in my head again (Yeah, I'm in my head)

Wishin' I was dead so I could be with all my friends

And I could see 'em all again before I gotta let 'em rest

I really ain't got nothing left, it's just some words that help me vent all those tears that I wept (All those tears that I wept)

Now I miss you to death, like

Lost a lot of people so I gotta live my best life

Struggle at night with the knife pressed against my pipe

Wonderin' if you can ever hear me when I fuckin' cry

I'm alright, now I lied, now I guess I'm not fine

On the day we cut ties I died a lil' inside, now I'm all on my own, miss you here by my side, fuck

(Here by my side, it's you here by my side)