Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
LAVI
Performer
Lavanika Bahuguna
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Lavanika Bahuguna
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
sudan
Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I have watched a sunset
With more love than I show to you
And if you pick my mind
I'll make sure to scold you
[Chorus]
I know that nothing's ever permanent
If I'm impossible, it's so impertinent
But it's embarrassing to feel important, and I
I stutter and forget my words 'cause I was told
"Don't say what you feel", so I just make a joke
But you will never know that's just how I cope
Will you call?
[Verse 2]
It shouldn't be this hard to learn
That everybody's hurt
'Cause everybody's hurt
I wanna know what lies beneath
The bottom of the world
To make sense of the curse
[Chorus]
I've been the same since I was seventeen
Never found a faith or even therapy
Left the perfect guy to write a melody, obviously
Why did I overflow, occupy a space
Swallowing a guilt for 20,000 days?
I'm kinda tried, I'm kinda dazed
[Bridge]
Self-care, self-love, who cares?
Look above you
The sky doesn't, that star won't
It will exist tomorrow until it doesn't anymore
Everything dies
Everything
Maybe I've wanted this for so long
That I'm not even sure I want it at all
[Outro]
Maybe I've wanted this for so long
That I'm not even sure I want it at all
Maybe I've wanted this for so long
That I'm not even sure I want it at all
Maybe I've wanted this for so long
That I'm not even sure I want it at all
Maybe I've wanted this for so long
That I'm not even sure if I want, oh I want, mmm-mmm, mmm-mmm
Written by: Lavanika Bahuguna
