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Lost Boy Dreamin'
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Lost Boy Dreamin' was released on October 21, 2024 by Reality Check Music as a part of the album Chapter 2: Ascension
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Release DateOctober 21, 2024
LabelReality Check Music
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM93

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Zac Tÿrr
Zac Tÿrr
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Zachary Whalen
Zachary Whalen
Songwriter

Lyrics

Long nights at the bottom really made me who I am
Struggled on my own and it made me into a man
Witnessed shit that you could never understand
Lost boy dreaming, I feel like I'm Peter Pan
Dear momma, I'm never gonna be the same
Since staring at a grave, tombstone with my brother's name
For the longest I would struggle, tried to hand myself the blame
Started praying for a way we could trade and I'd take his place
Tried to drink away the pain like they told it'd fucking work
Lots of blows I had to take, couldn't show that it ever hurt
All them years that I went bent not knowing my true worth
Had to bury hell of friends, lots of conversation with dirt
Tried to ask them for advice, Tombstones, they don't ever speak
Good people that I've lost are the ones that I need to reach
Feeling all alone cause I barely even had me
Couldn't count the times that I almost went for the leap
If you think the world catered to me then you got it twisted
My brother's last night on this Earth and I fucking missed it
Just the thought really got my gut wrenching
And the fact that's a moment I lack really got me wishing
I could.. travel time, go and back and make it alright
Everybody loved and lost would be here, right by my side
But I realized I couldn't, it came with time
I guess you grow sadder as you grow wise
And that's just life, doing everything we can to survive
Watching moment after moment, we miss and they pass us by
Several times in my life, contemplated with suicide
Living every single day like it's really been do or die
Long nights at the bottom really made me who I am
Struggled on my own and it made me into a man
Witnessed shit that you could never understand
Lost boy dreaming, I feel like I'm Peter Pan
Lost boy dreaming, I feel like I'm Peter Pan
Kinda feels like I'm waking up out of place
Lot of shit on my plate, I ain't like the taste
Tried to tell me time would heal it but it's funny, I still ache
Lot of people that I needed are gone and my heart breaks
I've been staring at the clock like I'm losing my damn mind
Watching seconds pass like minutes, yet time really does fly
Most the people rocking with me switched up and they left my side
Still never tapping out even after I'm not alive
Bad bitch in my bed and she help me forget
Every problem I been facing and she never gonna switch
When life was throwing 'bows, I took them all with no flinch
Staring at these scars gonna help me through in a pinch
Life's a bitch but I could never just quit
That's why I'm venting so I'm healing through the songs that I spit
Pouring bourdon out the bottle, smoking blunts with the clique
Doing everything we can to ensure that we never miss
Back and forth with every demon that's been trapped in my head
Reminiscing about the days I could've ended up dead
Whole team making moves, together we break bread
Cause we all remember days we was hanging on by a thread
I don't trust a single soul that ain't ever went through the struggle
Carried mountains on my shoulders, knees trembled, I couldn't buckle
Only option that I had was to get off my ass and hustle
We all understand that life can be a puzzle...but the...
Long nights at the bottom really made me who I am
Struggled on my own and it made me into a man
Witnessed shit that you could never understand
Lost boy dreaming, I feel like I'm Peter Pan
Lost boy dreaming, I feel like I'm Peter Pan
Lost boy dreaming, I feel like I'm Peter Pan
Lost boy dreaming, I feel like I'm Peter Pan
Lost boy dreaming, I feel like I'm Peter Pan
Written by: Zachary Whalen
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