I got a story to tell, where I almost fell, and almost rotted in hell, because of this pain I felt

So, listen up

So, listen up

Because it's about love

Because it's about love

It's about love

Ay, ay, ay

There used to be this shorty, let's call her J

I used to talk to her every motherfuckin' day

And we'd talk about life in our pains

I still remember this shit like it was yesterday

Anyway, see me and her were in love

I seen a side of me that was alive, instead of numb

She was my high, that's why they say this shit a drug

Because you can't get enough

I still remember asking stuff like

Baby, what you wanna do in life

She said, don't know, but hopefully it get me paid right

Didn't hesitate to take her on dates, because life going great

And I thought she was gonna be there at the end of the day

Because I know real from fake, until one day

She said, I don't love you the same

I said, what happened

She said, you didn't change

My heart filled up with pain

Then I said, ayy, please don't throw this shit away

You tellin' me this whole time, been a fuckin' waste

What about all the gifts that I just paid

So you could feel love in every way

Man, fuck it, then have it your way

I thought you cared in every way

Goodbye, never wanna see your face

Then I felt

Yeah

Then I felt this pain

Oh

Then I felt this pain

Oh

That left a hole in my soul

That wouldn't let go

That wanted me to lose control

I wanted to make it stop

So I was gonna let go

Wrote a note sayin, Mama tell Baba I love him

And Daddy the same

Tell Dom I'm gone

Can't let go of this pain

Tell Xay it just wouldn't fade away

Tell the family I love him, but I'm too weak to stay

Then after I was done writing, I ran away

Going to the bridge where I was gonna end it

Cause this pain, I couldn't forget it

Bout to jump until someone said, hold up